drama drama and more drama ): feels so horrible being part of all this drama. what will happen in the next 3 years? i don't know at all ): why give medical students more shit when we already have this much shit ):

i just wish to be happy and safely graduate at the end of all this shit.

and amidst all this shit and drama, i tend to forget what i came here for, why i am working so hard ~ who i am doing all this for.

"you're studying for your patients". i'm so afraid that one day all this shit will overwhelm me so much i forget what i'm actually doing.